to you.

Why am I horrible to the people I genuinely love the most?
The one's whom I never want to leave my life.

Why?

Am I trying to push them away because I fear the way they make me feel?

Why? Why? Why?

I want to change.
I want to say I'm sorry for the way I am.
I will change.

But I always fear it's too late.
But each day I don't say it and I don't change becomes even later.

If you ever read this, know that I'm sorry.
My love for you is no excuse for the way I sometimes treat you.